Day 2: Facing the fear

Facing the fear, aye?

Since it is "facing" rather than "faced", I am going to be writing over the things I am facing currently.

I have struggled with this for so long that I actually began to fear it. Over thinking. I know the majority of us do it, but if you were to open the gates of my mind you would understand why I have migraines almost everyday. It's not the fact that I do it so often, it is the fact that I begin to think too much to were I don't know how to just relax. But, I do have to say I have been able to find moments of peace lately. Could be because autumn is coming just around the corner, and I love the way it makes the air smell and feel against my skin. Back on subject. I fear over thinking because not only do I make eight different scenarios of my current situation but I stress the most negative ones. Then, I begin to stress on what would happen if that came true and how my life would be. Then, I begin to stress on how would I  ever find happiness and purpose. So on and so on... It's one big race all over the place. I guess this could also relate to " facing the fear" of being on the pursuit happiness and what will come of it. Don't worry folks, I am not the kind to constantly rant to other people of my worries. I keep it to myself and keep a mellow tone in my voice. Hahah, but I guess I do tend to rant on here, but hey this is a blog about my life.

So, an overall statement: I face the fear of my over thinking abilities everyday, but I have strong built mind and I believe I can overcome it all.

Key note for you: Do not succumb to your fears just because it is "easier": easier to imagine, easier to do, just overall easier. IT'S NOT. It may be easier to simply do nothing and let your life crumble life coffee cake, but it is certainly not easy trying to pick up all the pieces when you realize what all you have done wrong. Over thinking will limit your sight to only seeing the worse scenarios, so you must start working out your mind because you do have fight to see the positive. Once you have reached that bird's eye view, anything can happen. Believe it.

Love,

~ Alayna